Putting my life back together

[NewLeaf]

W just announced after breakfast that she had dates to meet with mediators to start the process wanted to check with me for my schedule. Thanks for that, not a great start to the weekend.

I told her the dates would work, finished up the dishes, moved my laundry and left the area to get some space because I'm not sure I can keep up my PMA right now.

I've known this was coming, and I don't feel the gut wrenching pain I thought I would, more of just a defeated sadness..