She has some family in town, so I am doing some packing today. I only have two weeks until I close on my new home. She's made it really easy, I walk into a room and ask if she has a moment she comes in and we quickly decide who gets what. No real discussions it's almost like two fFriends deciding who's going to take what from the refrigerator.
She also mentioned this morning that this will be the last week she goes to counseling with me. She said she feels were doing well at communicating and being friendly.
I told her as far as splitting S3 .5 things that I would probably not pack them but put them in the car the day I was going to take them over. She will ask about certain things in the home and then pause and wait for my reaction. She did this a few times and I finally said if you want something say so if I want something I'm going to tell you. Seems to work out neither of us and up wanting the same thing I have a feeling there'll be a few items that way before it's all said and done.
I'm kind of hurting today sad and down. She was laying on the bed while we were chatting I rubbed your on the leg and said I'm going to miss seeing these legs every day. And then followed up with and I'm going to miss your sense of humor and your smile. She replied thanks for saying that. Little does she know that once I'm out communication goes silent. I will probably not post here as much when I go dark as it makes me think of her in our relationship.

I have a song that I have found that may help anyone else hear "I won't give up" by Jason Mraz. It helps me focus on me but remember us and the fact that I won't give up.


Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14
I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.