Dusting off my $h*+kickers.... Let's keep DIGGING!

[Lifes Twists]

Hi Sinning,

I know exactly where you are at with the job. I am in the same position. Every interview I go on I come out feeling like I will be settling. That I will just be trudging through life working towards the end.

I think part of the process we have been thrust into with our situations is looking at ourselves and asking what do we want to change. I know in my case I want more out of working. I don't want someone else deciding my life for me. I want to enjoy things and not just get up and go to work as it is right now.

I have decided to take the advice I have been giving my daughters as they get ready to head off to college. I have told them to find something the love. Don't look just for the dollars. Find something that they are drawn to, something that expresses who they are.

I am looking back at my experience right now. looking at the things I enjoyed doing, whether for a job or for fun. I will look at those things and figure out how I can support myself and my children. If I find a job that meets that requirement great. if I don't then I need to figure out how to create one.