Newcomer living in Hell

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Well had kids last night. D was absolutely no problem for me to get up & ready. W reacted about working out and if had been to apply for my passport(one of my 180s is I want to travel & explore-she just got hers). She was gonna pick D up and planned to meet @gym to pick her up. She got times confused & I told her don't worry bout it. Take your time to workout and enjoy. She said that was kind and was very apologetic. I told her no problem at all, we all mix things up from time to time. I know that floored her. She called my phone a couple of times while I was working out. Took my D to lunch and while coming back the w asked if we wanted to meet for lunch. Told her we'd eaten but would meet her someplace. She had mentioned that she was interested in getting passports for the kids as well. I had already filled them out and had them ready for her, she was so surprised and even commented on how considerate it was. She asked if she & D could come w/ me to application place. She even mentioned how passports for the kids were a good idea if we wanted to take the kids on a trip. Had a good time but no ending hug. I had been getting hugs when she left every time until a couple of days ago, but I didn't mention the lack of it. She mentioned couple of days ago(same night she stopped the hugs) how much stress she was under-her grandad is in hospital,and me of course-& that the arty needs paperwork from me. I told her that's fine she can have it anytime. She hasn't mentioned it since then. She confirmed the Times for the babysitter for our concert Tuesday night-the concert we're going to. Interestingly enough, she was gonna suggest eating lunch at the place my D & I had just finished eating at. It's not a regular restaurant we eat at, we've only been there once. And my W sent me in her apt for something and said I'd love the air fresheners she bought that morning. It was the same one I bought that morning while at the store w/D. Weird!