well, like I said... I am still a work in progress. I was easily slipping back into old MM ways. As you pointed out.. why? <<< this is something that I continue to remind myself of. Which is why I caught myself & decided to pull back.

I want to attract.... not beg!

I was much better today.

Today: HE did ALL the work & made ALL the advances, invited me to swim and sit by pool (I said OK), and also after work to sit on a patio restaurant & have drinks (to which I declined)... I did have other plans.

Tomorrow, we are up early for a work event, to which he wants my DD to join us. He also has mentioned more "pool time" for the weekend as we are running out of nice days. He is wanting to enjoy whats left of summer & not making it a full "work" day. (this is him trying to change). I have evening plans on Saturday night that he does not know about. I have a wedding to attend. "IF" he should ask my evening plans, then I will tell him.

Sunday, we are up early again to be on the road, as I was able to book/confirm an old adventure that I had purchased for the 3 of us, approx 2 years ago. We will be on a balloon flight. (really looking forward to this!!)


Last edited by makingmagic; 09/27/14 12:02 AM.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)