I have read the 5LL , opened up alot for me and made me realize my language has not been filled for a long time, and I thought I was filling hers but was actually thinking it was the same as mine, that opened my eyes quite a bit.
Something that I always recommend....
Read it again...
The first time is usually a "how I F'ed this up" guide The second time is very powerful...for YOU
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I got it (5LL). I didn't get very far. It is too painful to think that I didn't do it right. I guess the point of the second read helps knowing that it was a 2 way street?
Seems like you are doing the work, Cali. That what matters most now. (I guess ^^ shows I still have a lot to face myself. Well.... that's no secret.) Keep it up. This part is about you now.