I don't want to talk to H about my plans going forward, which is kinda hard since H is still in home and we have a s14, so I try to be considerate with letting him know my upcoming plans and for the most part H lets me know his plans...

I sometimes feel like I'm telling "my dad" my plans but in a just letting you know kinda way, but I feel like I hold my breath a little waiting on H reaction to my plans.

VERY tired, and s14 is going thru typical teenage stuff but I think because of this crap with H, I'm less patient with s14?

I need to work on how I respond to s14 and his typical kid situations when Im not in the best mood about my own situation with H.

Sometimes it's all too much. I need to spend extra time this weekend in more prayer and reading to relax my mind.

Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015)
H 51 (ring off 7/2013)
M 2007 T 1996
S 14
July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son
Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW