The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[Atsbaby]

Thank you Nitty. I remember reading that post before. Thanks for reminding me!

So things are still going fast. Clark "assumed" I was going to the local football game with him Saturday. He texted "have you said anything to your parents about watching the kids?" Sure id like to go Clark, but I have a chit load of homework due. Oh well. I'm actually going for me, since these are the tickets I WANTED...stupid @$$.

Clark told me he loved me the other night when he hung up the phone. Actually surprised me

Sadly though, this morning I went to the basement (where Clark sleeps every other night) to make sure he was up...which he wasn't. He uses his phone as the alarm, and guess what was on there when I walked in....that's right folks, OW. He had been texting her last night. I did confront and set my boundary..."I can not live in an open marriage." He apologized and said he was trying to end the relationship. I know it's a process. Did I tell you I HATE PROCESSES!

Any who, Clark ordered a new wedding ring for himself the other night and showed me this morning that he had "always & forever" engraved in it. Luckily this was prior to me walking downstairs on his convo. I think he really does want to try.

Back to one day at a time thinking.
I can only control myself. I can only control myself. I can only control myself.
I got this!