I often wonder the same things. Does she even think about me at all? We seem to be back to the stage of only talking to me when it's about the kids. You can't help but be sad because this is a person that you shared so much with and it was that one person at the end of the day that you knew you could talk to and now they're not there. It's easy to speculate about what they're doing, who they're talking to instead of you, and to think that you're not even a blip on their radar anymore. Usually what works for me when those thoughts start creeping in, usually when I'm not taking care of the kids, is to go to Netflix and turn something funny on, then laugh my head off.
Like Pilot said, hang in there. We got your back.
M:35 W:31 S: 9 D: 5 M: 11.5 yrs BD: 5/13 W moved out: 7/13
