You know I get it. My son hates to see me sad.

And no, you dont have to like it. I mean who would? Not me.

Of course it hurts. You love him. You want him.

This really is the ultimate act of love, Shining. Letting him go in order to try to save himself.

You wont always feel the way you do right now. That's the amazing thing about life.

You are very special, S. I can see that clearly.