Hey 2B, seems like you, me and Shining are all hitting a point where we are aggravated and angry with our H's. I understand your thought process about do you really want the M or just b/c he said he didn't now you do.

I'm thinking and hoping that this is a normal part of the process that helps us detach. But if it's really is moving towards not really wanting the M, well, we will be ok too. Because we get to decide what we deserve, and it's much better thn we are getting right now!

Hope you got to go to the concert!

Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown