I have decided after all my db efforts I really don't want this marriage. Train, Starsky, 25 years and the rest of you who forgave your spouses are better than I am because I can't move past the pain of what my H put me through and move forward.

Court date is October 14th and I am going through with the divorce. I feel guilty for letting my kids down but the pain is just too much.


Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction