So I don't get it. You kicked her out, taking the hard - all or nothing approach, etc. Do you really want to save your M? It doesn't sound like it.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER