I am conflicted ... and want off this ride, but I still want my marriage and my wife back, I have been questioning my own reasons for this as of late.
I feel the same way about my H and my marriage. My sitch is going in a positive direction but I'm conflicted. I fear him going all MLC on me again, and frankly, it's going to happen. I can't forget that.
No matter what happens, I think we'll be conflicted, LOL.
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WAW and I had not had sex in 3 1/2 years, I was lead to believe it was her medical issues .... 5 months later she gets an STD from OM .... yeah ... I am still upset about this and honestly thought I was past it, still stings.
That is so much like Starsky's story (back when he was Chocolateeyes).
Yeah .. we have not even reached a point where we can even put the work into a R to save the M ..... she is at the least working on her, I just do not know if I want to be around the train wreck and watch her make the ugly discoveries of who she has become and the damage she has left behind.
