I'm in a much better place then I was 4 months ago (today is actually the 4 month anniversary of what I thought was the worst moment of my life....
Now, while some days are hard, I am getting by. And each day my life gets a little bit better. That I guess is all I can ask for.
I accept that it is very unlikely that my W will ever come back to me and truly love me (vs just needing me for something). I accept that I will love her forever. I accept that I have to move on.
Thats the life I'm living. BigMac2.0
Me: 35 Her: 33 D : 16 S : 9 Together: 14 years Married: 12 She left 4/14/2014 Separated: 5/25/2014 OM Confirmed 7/2014 She filed 8/7/2014 I Filed 10/21/2014 Divorce final 2/12/2015