I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time Claire. I just came out of one a few days ago. I'd been immersed in it for a couple of weeks and then it suddenly changed for seemingly no reason at all.
Rollercoaster blah blah blah, marathon not a sprint blah blah blah, hang in there blah blah blah ... and all the other things we all say to each other on here ;-)
We're all on your side (((Claire)))
(Not so) Old Dog xx
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner