Just thought I'd give an update. More for cathartic reasons. My W has gone to her mothers for the weekend and taken the kids and it was horrible to have my D3 asking why daddy isn't coming. Soul crushingly sad is about how I feel right now but at the same time I know I'll be OK.
I think its made worse by the fact that my W can't look at me and that the only things she said were about me making arrangements to help her move out (sort out the mortgage so I can buy her out)
I think I also made a mistake by telling her that I know its my fault and that I'm sorry for blaming her when she first said she wanted to leave. I was calm and not grovelly but still it was probably a mistake.
This NC business is really hard when you share a roof and have two young kids.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
