She does, indeed, have free will, but currently she is submitting to the enemy. My prayer is that God will heal her mind and set her free so that she can make rational decisions.
"...that they may come to their senses and escape the snare of the devil, having been taken captive by him to do his will." (2 Timothy 2:26)
Two ladies at our church recently prayed over me, and one said she felt God telling her to pray that I would "let Jesus take the wheel," so to speak. She said she sensed I was struggling with something that was out of my control. I broke down crying, because it was true. I've been trying to do something--anything--to help my wife repent. I was even entertaining the notion of hiring a lesbian to seduce the OW(!!). I felt at that moment that God was giving me permission to stop worrying, that he was saying, "It's okay, I've got this." So I have been able to stop worrying so much. I've been praying even more, though.
God loves my wife even more than I do, so she's in good hands.
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