Shining- I'm catching up on your thread and wow- I am at the exact same place. I really don't want to see him, I can't believe he's like an excited teenager to show me his apartment and the cool features like pool view- without a thought as to how that might make me feel. I have to say you handled it better than I did- I didn't show it to him but I felt angry and bitter for a day or so- have now let it go.
My H keeps saying the same things about " making it right, and doing the right thing". I think that's their guilt talking. Maybe it's part of a lucid moment away from alienville.
In any case your postings and sharing are really helping me because they are so similar to where I and H are at. Thank you as always for being so open with your struggles. And thanks to the vets who are helping- I'm learning much!!!
Rock on with the job interview- hoping it works out for you!!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
