Praying for you, nmwb123! God guide you. He will hold you up.

Re-read Theoden's post! Print it out and hang it up on your bathroom wall.

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2469020#Post2469020

My walls are covered with posts like these. They help me a lot. And what Starsky said here:

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2469020#Post2469020

...has been VERY helpful for my mindset.

M:54, H:55
T:33, M:27
12/13 BD: EA
01/14 BD: PA, H leaves
03/14 H & OW break up
05/14 H says he will file for D
08/14 H initiates D
09/14 H wants to R
12/14 Still bungling our way through R