Picked her up at work. Brushed teeth, listerine 2x, floss, cleaned face, hair gel, cleaned car. She didnt want to do the activity i had planned because she was scared. Ok so i took her to buffalo wild wings - we love that place. We used to go in other cities.
Great convo,work, friends, and a little personal.she is going to counselor on monday solo thank god. She said she is sad about the situation, but the space has been good. She said the dinner was fun and nice several times. Went home together and watched neighbors a great movie for us to watch together. It was fortuitous. She touched my arm at one point. She gave me a kiss on the couch after the movie. She then hugged me and kissed before she left. She seemed to be crying or about to be upset. She said we'll talk soon. Neither of us said i love you.
Also, things were great. I did a lot of listening and validating and generally tried to be sexy for her. It was another high quality get together.
I dont know why she was upset when she was leaving?
Happy she is going to counselor on monday. Hope that works out in my favor in the longrun.
Sad and scared because i didnt see much change. But glad we had a high quality evening together. Worried she thinks to herself: i just dont love him.
