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I am conflicted ... and want off this ride, but I still want my marriage and my wife back, I have been questioning my own reasons for this as of late.


I feel the same way about my H and my marriage. My sitch is going in a positive direction but I'm conflicted. I fear him going all MLC on me again, and frankly, it's going to happen. I can't forget that.

No matter what happens, I think we'll be conflicted, LOL.

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WAW and I had not had sex in 3 1/2 years, I was lead to believe it was her medical issues .... 5 months later she gets an STD from OM .... yeah ... I am still upset about this and honestly thought I was past it, still stings.


That is so much like Starsky's story (back when he was Chocolateeyes).


M:54, H:55
T:33, M:27
12/13 BD: EA
01/14 BD: PA, H leaves
03/14 H & OW break up
05/14 H says he will file for D
08/14 H initiates D
09/14 H wants to R
12/14 Still bungling our way through R