Shodan, snooping has set me back emotionally as well. Now, when I get the urge to spy on her, I think, what is the difference? Her unwillingness to be transparent says it all in my opinion. It's best to have no expectations about what may or may not be going on with the OM or inside her head. A few days ago things seemed to be improving nicely. Now a setback with the concert tickets. Is there any way you could ask her about the tickets? It has got to be really hard to keep quiet. Overall though You are doing great! Your ability to detach, GAL, have fun and act confident are impressive. Keep working your process. Know that you will be ok no matter what. Hang in there man!
Me: 45 W: 44 M: 20 T: 31 S 20, D 13
W affair ended 5-13-14 W confessed 5-27-14 W wants to R 4-1-15; I'm not sure Living in same house, separate beds
