Dealing with WAW part 6

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Pilot , Lisa in same type of boat as you are. I am so fed up with this I can't tell you. Talk to kids principal today and filled them in on what is going on. I am through with all the bs. I am going away for 3 day weekend tomorrow night. No phone, watch, nothing. Going to do some serious reflecting on this last 8 months. The impact that this has had on me and my family. Do I really want anything to do with this waw anymore, the love I had for her is turning into bitterness, disappointment, and disbelief. The last 4 or 5 days I have felt my feelings for her disappear. I hv been freindly when talked too. But i have moved on in my mind. I realize that the best way to deal with this is to not include her in anyway, shape, or form. She has been non existent emotionally for me or kids. I sense she is seeing that in me and has been almost too freindly. It will take a big effort from her to turn this around and I am not going to court on it. Anyway it certainly can't get any worse than what we have all been thru. LOL