uR, seriously, why do I cry at all of your posts? No...blubbering sometimes.....The fact that you understand.... I mean REALLY understand. You have been exactly where I am, I believe this. And I trust what you say because you speak to my core. And I see where I can get to, moving forward, through the hard stuff, because you did it. And then, I think of the fact that you care to come here and help people like me, the way you do. And it is such a beautiful thing I cry. I didn't used to be a crier.... well, THAT came back to haunt me, lol.

Thank you. As always. Dang this is hard. And I still love the freaking chit outa that fool.

>sigh<.