Wife having emotional affair part 2

[3kids]

Just a silly little ramble for the day. Because I'm having one of those days!

Why is it, maybe in my situation only that I haven't gotten papers brought to me. If the wife wanted another life why doesn't she just start it. I know the pain I'm in hurts so much. So I can't imagine that it's that much different for her. But she is the one that wanted to leave. So you would think that it's probably just a little less than mine. Plus she has some one. That fills that void. Trust me friends and family are great. But nothing like holding some one that you love. Just hurting a lot today. And not seeing any positives!