3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

And dptht I know if he didn't live here with me it would be a lot easier to detach. I'm around him almost all the time.
We haven't had relationship talks in a while do we were doing good. When this one started I knew at some point I would have to exit the conversation since I saw where it was going. I also know it's time to cut off intimacy. I'm not here to be his roommate with benefits (in his eyes), I want to make love to my husband. And if he doesn't consider himself that, well then he doesn't deserve what I have to give.