WAH & MLC? - EA/PA - Please Help

[Sam3]

Train-
Thank you!!! I did get to read it. I didn't really get to absorb everything. Went back to look over it again, and it was gone. Boo!

I'm doing okay. H told me sun night that Ow has texted him a few times about some random things including some flip flops that he lost in July, that she *thought* she found last week. Huh???

I was a little angry about this. I think she's a home wrecking wh00re. But I managed to tell him I appreciated him being honest with me.

I took a screenshot of your Nc letter that y'all did. I told him obviously whatever telephone conversation they had about his intentions was not cutting it. I told him I needed to know that he told her he did not wish to communicate with her.

So he said "tell me what you want me to say to her for you to understand that I don't want to talk to her." He took his phone & sent a text of a very similar Nc that Mr Train wrote. He said I just want this over & not to spend my sun night talking about a stupid b!tch that I don't even care about.

I would like to let him know he can block her number. But I don't know if that leaves me trying to clean up his mess.

And, deep down I'm really freaking angry! I know I've mentioned it in my threads but I had a 10 week old baby when he bomb dropped. A baby that, during this whole separation I have taken by myself to specialists, for blood work, to speech therapy, to physical therapy, to a pulmonologist.
I'm *almost* a little more angry that he left when I needed him the most.
But who am I kidding? I'm pretty pissed about the PA too.

Baby spent the first 4 weeks in the Nicu.
So my H decides he is just so unhappy with me & the lack if attention he gets from me that he leaves just 6 weeks after a critically ill infant comes home?

We have talked about it. The reasons, what led up to it. I'm trying to work thru my anger about that I feel he abandoned us. I'm working on forgiving.
But, I'm not sure I will ever understand why he had to leave when he did.
And I don't think he will ever know how much that hurt me. To face the uncertainty & scariness of the situation with someone who was only interested in being a co parent over the phone. While in truth he was partying & vacationing with OW.

Today, I'm a little grumpy. Thanks for listening to my vent.