Feeling hopeless today. I think it's because today, I know he is in OW's arms. Ugh. It's almost better not to know but to suspect because now that I KNOW I think of the reality of it.

Can I just say I hate MLC? I want my old H back! Not this cheating idiot but my OLD H!


Me- 40 H- 41
S8, D5, S4
M 19 y T 23
Bomb drop 6/2013
H asked for/filed for D 9/2014
22 yo OW discovered 9/19/14 they're engaged and living together