"Contacting OW out of desperation. Totally backfiring on me. Me watching his every move and him finding out. "

What did you do EXACTLY?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER