Hi Shining,
I just wanted to stop by and say you sound like you are doing great. Funny how seeing the other fellow LBS's on here doing better makes ME feel good for you! It's almost like we're all part of the same tribe and want the others to succeed. It's 4:00 AM here and I couldn't sleep so I just popped on and saw your last few posts.

Keep moving forward, Shining! You will be great and you will have the life you deserve because you have what it takes to MAKE that life.