Today is the greatest

[BklynMom]

Thank you all so much for your speedy replies and internet hugs. I am so grateful for my friends here.

Yes Mighty - exactly!!! all those things. All of them.

I know I still have so much resentment.

I also wonder what type of person would ever inflict this much pain.

It is usually awkward and weird when I see my ex. I don't like how I feel when I am near him. I feel like I standing next to my abuser. I don't feel like me.

I trusted this man completely and did not see this coming at all. He has beat me up over the past 3 years blaming it all on me while he develops a new relationship.

I feel like I have been violated and he is the perpetrator.

I need to move past that eventually.

Think I will stay up a little longer then snuggle up with my little girl who fell asleep in my bed. Lucky me