Well I have made some horrible judgments the last 2 weeks. It all came back to bite me in the ass. Deep breath and get back on track. I think the 180 plan is the way to tackle this mess. I pray every day that I get straightened out financially that I can breathe. My H told me tonight that he may be in Louisiana come October /November and if that happens he wants to see the girls. I don't think that he realizes how uncomfortable and painful it is going to be for them to see him. That goes for me as well. I'm terrified about how that is going to go. As much as I want him here it is still scary. Emotions will not be maintained.
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
