And he just apologized AGAIN for yesterday morning when he came to pick up D7. It was so out of the blue that I momentarily forgot that anything sour had happened between us yesterday and I had to ask him what he was apologizing for!

It really wasn't that big of a deal, but I'm intrigued that he's pulling a real 180.

Interesting observation: As part of his apology today, he said, "I don't want to be a jerk." Now, I just smiled and said thank you, but in my head I'm thinking, "Well, that's nice that you want to preserve your positive self-image, but what about me and my feelings and what you're trying to tell me about our R when you apologize . . . "

And then I remembered that he equates getting along with a normal R. He has never wanted to "just" be friendly and has said that he won't give up until he's so mad that he never wants to see me again. I don't share that sentiment at all (I plan to be friendly no matter what happens -- we share a child, after all), but it means that it is good that he wants to be best self around me.


Me: 33 Him: 35
T: 13 M: 11
D7
BD, S: Jul 3rd, 2014