Oh, Brook! I feel ya! I noticed at work the other day I had traced "I hate you" on an index card over and over. It was so deep and dark. Geesh! I don't always feel that way, but it is there... they know how to bring that out, huh?
It was a moment of... hmmmmm.... what's a good word here....
.... well, BK, whatever it was... it was a moment that passed and the feeling was fleeting... (momentarily?) I feel ya! I am glad you are doing well. Let it out when you need to. It is better than keeping it in.