WAW - no contact, now refuses therapy, file?

[AWAW]

To add, she swears there's no A but I have suspected at EA and possibly PA but that could be me mind reading and insecurities under the circumstances. Who knows, all I can control is me at this point and I am not wanting to snoop/stalk, but would rather get honest and open dialogue going and we can cross that bridge if we get there. Right now it's about stepping back from the cliff (or stepping off)