WAW - no contact, now refuses therapy, file?

[AWAW]

It is mutual. The look happens, usually after a hug and eye contact. It's crazy that this used to be the norm but under the circumstances it is suddenly sketchy.

Just received a text that she'd like to meet later this week and said "love you" for the first time in 3 months. I did not respond. This is where the definition of 180 and NC get blurry.

I'm thinking of it like trying to feed a squirrel, just being cautious and not intimidating. So crazy to have to act like this with someone I've known so long. Running game on my own wife is surreal. But I'm continuing to work out and reading up on stuff I've realized about me so that is a plus, and sad that it took this.