Trucking along with my efforts to get involved in the things I like and want to be involved in. 48 days now, without my internet addiction having me in its clutches. I'm feeling good and in control of my habits.
Just insured my motorcycle and will be sending out the payment for registration this week. Saturday I'm going to complete the test and get the endorsement added to my license. I'm excited to get some on-the-road experience, and it will save me gas money and mileage on my leased car.
Mom's still struggling to get the bedroom ready for me. She's got to clear out the spare bedroom being used as storage before she can paint it, before my brother can move his things out of the master bedroom into there....before she can paint the master bedroom and then move me into it. She works for herself (8 hours a day, usually) and is an older, single mother to my 13 year old brother, so I know she's stressed. She hates deadlines and questions like, "Do you have an approximate date that X will be completed, so I can plan?", because they make her feel ore stressed. Since she's doing me a huge favor, I'm not inclined to hassle her about it.
I'm also sort of glad she's dragging (unintentionally) because I really don't want to leave the apartment with H. But, having said that, I know it's just a matter of time before he starts getting cranky about me still being there and asking when I'm leaving. Maybe the fact he hasn't pushed about it thus far can be seen as a positive -- who knows?
On that front, still seeing no visible movement with H as far as our sitch goes. Still the same, polite, friendly interaction with no signs of anything wrong in his world, just the "new" status quo. Our interaction is still limited because we're both hardly ever home.
I'd love to know what's going on in his head (or maybe I wouldn't!).
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
