We'll went to circuits last night and boy did that feel good .
It's been over a week since I've been NC it's hard as children are involved but they are with me and old enough to contact and arrange things with there mum on there own.
Got to think about how to drop her cat at her mums without contact with her but think I have a plan to do it on Saturday when she is at work.
Only contact has been one text about family allowance which I accepted that she couldn't pay it all back .
Been reading the book divorce busting and have read the 5 love languages .
Getting really into GAL and 180s
Need to get divorce busting book read at the moment .
And finding it hard to not want to do things that make it all final . Main thing is W is happy to sign her share of the house over for nothing , doesn't want to make me or the kids loose the house but she doesn't want to do that at the moment . But I'm thinking that should I just get the wheels in motion or just wait and be patient patient patient ?
Got a day in the garden so should keep me busy and my mind from wandering on negative thoughts .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .
