Thanks gg, I'm happt that I have some gorgeous friends on here for support I have a friend in port douglas that has said I cam come and stay with her for as long as I like, saving the plane fare now I'm actually feeling good today, I've had clients, and I'm just hanging out with myself, no expectations! might ventures out for a drink later, but not too stressed 8 I don't! drive to Melbourne to pick up the boys Tomorrow, and bring them home, that's a nice 6 hour round trip!! and I don't have to see h til Friday, so all in all everything's coming up watto today!!