Well its been 8 days of NC. We have a company meeting in a few weeks, I might try to blow it off(truly making it NC). The problem I have now is I still have a few of her belongings. Do I break NC to get these back to her or wait till she asks for them? GF knows of one item but I have a whole box of things.GF once said before moving out " she does not give things up real easy". (Looking right @ me). I can safely say after the last few years I found emotions in me I didn't know I had.Some of them I don't like. I'd like to tell her I wont abandon her like her father, step mom and X husbands did, But i know it wont help anything. probably hurt the sitch.


ludicrous speed so we can go plaid.
Some people have one of those days, I have one of those lives.