Yeah I know PMA is a big thing, and the roller coaster is still happening (I'm not quite 8 weeks in yet), but it seems like every minute is another step further away..
Yep, I'm having a down couple of hours but I'll pick up shortly!!.. I keep hearing her say "move on, find someone else", and that isn't what I want to do..
Makes it worse (or better depending how you look at it) that there isn't OM in the picture (never has been) and that she seems happy living this single life.. In all honesty I don't think I was that bad for her to throw away 10 years just like that..
I am genuinely hoping she has a "separation fog", and that I haven't pushed her away forever..
Vent/sook moment over!!..
Me:35 W:31 S6 + S9 T: 10 years M: 7 years BD: 7/2014 S: 8/2014 W has new BF: 12/2014 Still fighting the good fight!!..