Jay, it has been a tough few days, even nearly two years down the track. This stuff is one of the biggest things we will ever have to go through. In a way (no offence to anyone) it is worse than a death, because we struggle to get over it, we see or hear about the WAS nearly every day. Jay it does get better, again I know, I have been through what you are going through. It took me around 15 months to start improving on the way I thought. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. Whichever way it turns out - you will become a much better person.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.