Nothing really to report from the last few days.. No advancements or setbacks..

STILL waiting on DR to arrive!!.. Shipping from UK can be a nightmare apparently!!..

One thing to note, I think in some ways I have been mistaking the warm conversation for amicability.. I don't know but that's the feeling I have..

Talking to the W last night and to cut a long story short, she mentioned that she doesn't want R "at this stage in her life".. I asked her what she meant by that as I didn't understand, and she said "you would have to be a woman to understand"..

Can anyone explain to me what the heck that is all about??..

Sometimes I get the felling that I am fighting a losing battle mainly because every day feels like a month, and the more time we are separated, the further away she is distancing herself.. I'm still not prepared to give up though.. The advice here is brilliant, but I can't wait to get the DR book..


Me:35 W:31
S6 + S9
T: 10 years M: 7 years
BD: 7/2014
S: 8/2014
W has new BF: 12/2014
Still fighting the good fight!!..