Oh twinmom, you don't know how good that sounds! I would love to get on a plane and come and stay with you, thinking that a round trip plane ticket from Australia to the USA might be a little out of my price range right now lol I know I need to separate myself from the situation right now and it's actually good that my mum has the boys until tomorrow, which means I don't have to see h until Friday for drop off. It's my mind ticking over constantly that drives me insane, that's who I am, though working with my life coach is showing some small signs, and knowing I can call him anytime helps a lot. I am trying to keep myself busy and stop the obsessive thoughts, because they're not good for anyone. it's always darkest before the dawn, right? you just have to look for the light.... and there is light, I am funny and loving and smart and would do anything for anyone and I am starting to see my own self worth and if h can't see that, then he's nuts!!!
