Correction. I cracked her old phone. All the texts to friends say the same thing. I insulted and ignored her for too long, building a wall. She tried to scream through the window, but I didn't pay attention.
And the recent disagreements have probably only made that worse. I am only a man, though, and my grief remains real.
So, what now? Validate, try to re-establish trust, and pray. I am open to other suggestions. I will schedule my final DB coaching sesh and look for more strategies. Re-read DR with some hope, maybe.
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20