hope224...you are showing love and wisdom far beyond your years. Whether you realize it or not, you are becoming a woman only a fool would leave. Do as I am doing - today. Write down your 180s, even if you have before, and recommit. Now is the time.

Best of luck to you.

Me: 43 XW: 43
T15 M14
D21, SS15, S11, D8
BD: 8/6
EA / possible PA discovered 9/29
D final 10/20