Need to figure out how to move forward (thread #4)

[shodan]

Update...we had a pretty good weekend. Yoga, coaching soccer, etc. My wife had a charity event in Westchester Fri and Sat night. So was able to get out of the Sat night event and came home by 8pm. She stayed in CT near the event, not in NYC, so perhaps she was telling the truth and not with the OM.

Unfortunately, Sunday I did some snooping and found tickets to a concert in NYC for this coming Thursday that my W had bought. Of course, I knew nothing about them. The lies are what are killing me. I have no idea what to believe anymore. It is pretty apparent that my W does not care that I do not trust her. She feels entitled to do whatever she wants. But then she also will make efforts to fly out the morning of a meeting (rather than the night before) or come back on the last flight home (rather than stay until the next day) so I see efforts by her to NOT be in NYC and to be around her family.

I know the answer is to GAL and detach. I am just venting really. I just hate that my family and I are in this situation. My kids do not deserve this. I do not deserve this. Uggh.