If I listen carefully at what he has told me , he's done, I annoy him, I talk to much, I am needy, I don't think much of him, I don't think he does anything right, I use him for a paycheck, on and on
I have in the past had many conversations on his feelings , even though I don't think he's worthless, I don't think these things about him, and I've told him I was sorry it seemed that way at times, he can't/ won't move past this, won't commit to our r, won't do much of anything that pertains to m. I have been Db for almost a year, sometimes more than others (be careful of false hope) , and I can't find a way back in his heart. I don't think he values me or this m, I can't get him to help me save our r, or even be respectful of me. But he claims he loves me, well if he loves me than why is he throwing me away?
M 2005 ~together 1997 Bd 2006 & 04/02/2014 1 dd 12 H~ 44 Me 48
