Depressed WAW, digging in, learning about myself

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I know this post will be lost once the board is up and running again, but I'll ask now anyway. I have done well with GAL and detach on days that I don't have D2, but when I have her, I am in pain knowing our family is not together. I want to share these moments with WAW, and it hurts me that my D never gets to experience having fun with both of her parents. Any advice for how to turn this mentality around? Obviously I do not want to detach from D2. My best efforts so far have been to be busy with D2- playgrounds, walks, events, etc. There are moments that I can really detach from WAW during these times (today I really had fun with D2 on a playground), but a lot of the time I am wishing WAW was there with me. I see all of the other happy couples playing with their little ones and it kills me